I KNOW this question sounds crazy, but my boyfriends birthday is coming up and I really want to do something really special for him. We have been together for 2 years now and we have NOT had sex. We've talked about it.. thought about it.. even came close several times. BUT I wanted to wait until I was absolutely ready and now I think I'm ready. He's been very understanding which is VERY RARE today. So I want to give him a very special night and I'm thinking oral.. but the thing is if I've never done it, I won't know how. Is there some tips that might work? I know this sounds nuts but I don't want to be THAT MUCH of a rookie where I'm embarrass myself. I want to at least show him that I care enough to try. I think when we have actually sex I'll be fine because we've talked about positions that we would try first so I'm not worried about that. I know this all sounds corny but I really do want to open up to him so please a little advice? What do men like? What feels good? What NOT to do?