Should I have sex before marriage?

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I'm at a point were I'm just not sure do I think best case scenario sex is bed just in marriage. But I'm 20 and my body is so anxious and I haven't felt happy or connected to anyone I'm depressed and often in pain. I would still wait but marriage isn't like it was every one is focused on their career not others so every one marries at 30 so no way I will do 10 more years of this. I have accepted I will always feel this lonely feeling all the girls I know are down for sex but never down for a real relationship so I just lose both by wanting to abstain from sex. Everything just hurts so much no matter how hard I try. I think if I have sex I can maybe feel content in some way even though I won't fully. However I think waiting on sex will build a stronger marriage and build self control , discipline and true love. Nobody is on my page though so what do y'all think I'm just so lost.
Should I have sex before marriage?
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