I admit I'm turned on by a lot of fetishes and sexual taboos. I've had watersport fantasies before but I never ever wanted to bring up the idea of it to my boyfriend, fearing he would find me disgusting. But one night we were watching a movie and I had to go to the restroom. I asked him to pause the movie because I needed to go to the bathroom. He did so and he just about started to say something then stopped. I looked at him and asked; "Do you want me to grab something when I come back?". He replied saying he was thirsty and after a short pause he abruptly said "I want you to relieve yourself into my mouth.". I was taken aback and I confessed I had fantasies but that I was always to afraid to ask and I didn't want to do something considered freaky. He then went on to say that it's really not all that different from exchanging saliva, semen and discharge. And what we do in private stays between us and there is nothing wrong with what happens between two consenting adults. I replied that I wasn't sure and that I would rather not. He's asked a couple of times after that night to reconsider but I'm still hesitant to try even though I want to. Would we be weird for being turned on and trying/enjoying this?