I want to lose my virginity to a virgin guy?
Long story short: I am a virgin. I am 19. It sucks. I feel awful. I am horny all rhe time and masturbating is kinda passé now. I have been waiting for so long to start having sex, because throughout my teen years and even before, I was a victim of domestic violence wich was severe, so I spent those years healing myself and I decided to have sex when I am feeling great. I have went out of the abuse with victory and I have been living a confident, healthy life for over a year now. I am ready to have sex.
I wasn't waiting for "the perfect guy", wich is lame for who does it like that, I have been waiting for me to get ready and I am. I don't want my first sex to be in a relationship. I want it to be just sex and then, I will dump the guy. Don't judge me, listen to me. So, somebody I feel nothing for and somebody who is ALSO a virgin. Things are getting complicated: I am moving to USA and leaving the little town where I currently live, in Europe. I don't even have any social media. I am planning on moving there, making my fb and instagram accounts, contacting this guy, text for a bit, and then come here again, for a couple of weeks and fuck him and go back to USA. There is this guy who is 16 (legal age in this country is 14) and he has been crushing on me forever. We knew each other since 2008. He is "safe". My BFF is his classmate and she told me he is a virgin, for sure, not even kissed ever. That's perfect. He flirted with me on a party 8 monthes ago and asked for my number and I said that I don't date younger guys... I made a mistake. He could've been the one whos virginity I'm gonna take. Even IF we start chatting via fb, I gotta hurry, what if he finds a girlfriend in the meantime? The thing that further complicates everything is that his mother is a stuck up control freak.
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