Lusting after my roommate/ boyfriend's BFF. Help?
It's not that I don't love my boyfriend I do and still find him attractive. Just that his friend really does it for me. He looks like one of my first celebrity crushs. He's very masculine with beard and long hair, and muscular which I like. It is other things too such as how he always smells great or seeing him in his boxers and seeing his bulge (he's definitely bigger). One thing that drives me wild is how our rooms share a wall and is kind of thin. I can hear him masturbating sometimes.
Thing is I don't know what to do. I find myself thinking about him while having sex with my boyfriend. I mean I love my roommate and think he is a great guy as well. We are great friends but it is different then with my boyfriend, no romantic interest with him. I don't think they know since I hide it well but it is driving me crazy. I have thought about what to do about it. I would ideally like to maybe ask my roommate to join us in bed but know that will never happen. So any advice on what to do?
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