Even though I didn't say no, is it still rape?
At that point, he stood up and pushed me on the bed. He proceeded to rip my panties off that it left a laceration on my left hip. He choked me. Then punched me so hard it caused a concussion. He then raped me. I didn't say no because I was too fearful.
The state attorney has stated that they will not be prosecuting him because there is a text message which I ask for light BDSM --- light slapping and choking. I did say that but isn't the moment I stood up on that night all consent went out the door.
I later looked into his criminal record. I didn't know he had one because he's a charming real estate investor. I found out he was incarcerated for fourteen years for money laundering and conspiracy to distribute MDMA. He has had two other restraining orders for repeat violence, battery and bodily injury on a police officer and three years ago fractured someone's leg at one of his restaurants.
i have thought of suicide because he pain is unbearable yet I feel it was my fault for having come over, for having requested light BDSM before and for not having asked for a rape kit. I guess my question is, do you think I'm partially to blame? Please stay respectful as right now I am going through a difficult time.
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