Me and my boyfriend makeout many times in his car. we used 2 makeout at my house but we still live with parents so once got caught. I'm 20 and he's 23. I love French kissing him , everything feels normal and makes me stress free and at peace. we kiss slow fast gentle rough. we dry hump, I have given him blowjobs, we do different positions without actually doing the real thing, like with clothes on, he sucks my nipples, fingered me. I always ride him and am on top and dry hump and moan and it doesn't make me feel insecure or nervous. I like feeling his part and like when it gets beg in my mouth. once he was behind me and thrusting into me from behind hugging me ( with clothes) he has never had his actual penis in me but its because I dont feel ready yet and fear of getting pregnant no matter what. he even brought condoms once and I was surprised, but still not ready. we are both short like I'm 5 ft and he's 5'3 but its all great. he's my first boyfriend but I don't know how it all feels normal and he says I'm getting better, but he understands wen I tell him I'm not ready, when we start making out and stuff I mostly initiate it and it feels good and he's warm and it feels nice lol, how can it be hotter and exciting next time without doing the real thing?