My mom saw my nudes and the dirty texts I sent to my boyfriend and other text I sent to pple I feel disgusted of myself I don't know what to do?
Then today she showed up at my house saying I'm a slut and this is not the daughter I raised then she kept saying why didn't you tell me about it why do u always laugh and makes it look like everyone is great but u r a mess she wanted to know who was the professor and I'm just freaking out I don't know what to do anymore I feel soo disgusted about myself I don't want to ever look her in the eyes I feel bad and terrible and she told my dad I hate everything I don't know what she will do will she go talk to the professor I don't know I'm just scared of everything she kept asking did he do if I'm just tired I'm over this I don't want this I don't want her to look at me that way I reaaally reaaly feel disgusted by myself
I never share stuff with her not bc I hate I love her its just bc she's soooo sensitive and I don't want to see her cry I can take being hurt but I don't want her getting upset for my problems I don't want to he a burden I wasn't an easy normal child to raise I don't want to bother her
Now she took a week off work to check on me everyday saying she didn't t
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