How would you feel if your girlfriend is not allowing you to follow her private instagram becauseis following hot models? like a lot of them?

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im 27, girlfriend 32. this month we had a fight and she dumped me but came back 5 days later.
the fight started when she saw that I'm following some isntagram hot female models, like 3 or 4, possibly less. I used to have a lot of them when I was single for 2 years and deleted them when we got serious. out of respect. I dont know why those accounts were still on my following list. maybe for some reason I followed them a while back, or maybe they're leftovers from the many that I deleted. she won't believe that I dont remember them. she claims that I followed them because I like them more than her and "get off to them". when I denied that she called me a liar and harshly dumped me and said some shit like "I lied, I do have a type" meaning that I'm not her type. that was over the phone. on our first anniversary.

before the fight , when she saw the chicks on my instagram she didn't tell me about them right away. she suddenly got mad without telling me why, said needed space, came back 8 hours later and said she doesn't want me on her instagram and turned it private and blocked me. because she wants to follow hot guys. later I found out that she saw some girls on mine. I tried to tell her how that would make me feel and she didn't care. "tit for tat" she said.

I checked her instagram fom a friend's account who follows her and she has like 40+ hot guys, seeing all those guys with CK tight briefs and huge bulges really made me feel sick. she doesn't know I saw them and my friend doesn't know anything.

even after she came back she still doesn't want me on her instagram and follows more everyday its disgusting to me. I told her I feel so inadequate knowing that she's looking at other guys. she knows I have low self esteem and I know my body is not even half way close to looking like theirs.
after she came back I asked her about it she said it's "just a kink" and some other bullshit. I didn't even want her back but she insisted and I gave her a shot. am I wrong to feel this way?
How would you feel if your girlfriend is not allowing you to follow her private instagram becauseis following hot models? like a lot of them?
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