I feel like a freak of nature? My sexuality is really weird? Can't relate to other women?
Ok so my sexuality is really weird. Yes I'm a woman. But like my sexuality does not seem stereotypical female. I cannot relate to most women, by most I mean I've never met a woman I can relate to in terms of my sexuality. Whenever I hear other women talk about themselves and their sexual preferences, what they want in a man etc, It just doesn't apply to me AT ALL. I use reddit a lot and I found subreddits on how to pick up women. I read it just for laugs. And I see a lot of guys talk about "game" like how women are aroused by what they hear not what they see. And I know most of these pick up tricks are bullshit. But most of women can confirm that they do get turned on what they hear more than by what they see even tho looks do play a part, but not 100% like in my case.
Ok so I have a type. I like men who look girly, innocent, emo, have baby faces, weak, I mean that's kinda odd in itself, but I'm not done. So if you look around you will prolly notice that 99,8 of men are not my type. Well at least here where I live. Ok so if a guy is not my type. I literaly feel 0% attraction towards him. It's like I'm completely asexual. if someone told me hey you're either gonna fuck or date this guy who's not your type or you're gonna be single and sexless for the rest of your life, I'd chose the single part in a heartbeat. But when I see a guy that's my type. He can literally be standing motionless, I can't hear his voice, don't know anything about him. It's like my brain registers he's my type. and starts releasing these hormones of lust. Like I feel an adrenaline rush, tingly, my clitoris starts to pulse. And then I feel depressed cause he's a stranger and I'm never gonna fuck him.
Do you think I'm weird can anyone even relate. Remotely? Sorry 4 bad English.
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