I have a really weird sexual fetish that has effected my life. Should I get help?
After a while I actually went to a therapist for this because I started feeling like I was abnormal and even had a sex addiction. I was a little chubby and felt insecure as well, but apparently a pair of puppy eyes, large breasts and a big butt were more than enough, since I'd get so many chances for this situation to happen. I couldn't keep it under control. It started ruining my reputation and I was simply hurting my friends, and the fact that I only felt attraction toward guys who were bad to me, I was hurting myself as well. The therapy worked, and I had a lot more control. But quite a few times when I got drunk, I was back at it.
Eventually I was able to get over it and now i'm a married woman. I do have to admit that even though I stay 100% loyal, I still fantasise about these situations. Is this fantasy ok? Should I get more help? Does anyone else, if somehow possible to understand my weirdness, have an idea or opinion?
All info and thoughts are welcome. I guess I mainly want to get this off my chest, and I totally understand if you don't understand :)
ps: no, I will not give you my name for a private chat, so don't try pls. There's a reason why I wish to keep this anonymous.
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