My ex boyfriend could never get his penis up, never. it stayed hard for a few minutes but then got soft so we never did the deed. did I do something wrong? he said he jacked off earlier that day but I hear guys can pop a boner a lot in a day. I knew he wasn't attracted to me.. :/ I'm glad I didn't loose my virginity to him tho, he was a jerk.. and was addicted to porn. I can't even find a guy who wants to be with me, I have nobody... my sister and mom always have guys after them but not me. :/ I'm never good enough and I knew it. I don't know if I'll ever find someone who isn't like this. nothing ever goes right for me. everything in my life I ruin or it comes hard for me. I'm 22 and I can't even find a guy who remotely likes me or is interested in me. I really just give up.