Is my relationship with my father the reason why I masturbate to weird stuffs but not others?

[Anonymous]

My situation might seem weird but my father and I were never close.

He would barely talk to me and sometimes even ignore me, or reply with silence, and told me numerous time to leave him alone. He’s not abusive but he’s not a loving dad either.
On the other hand My mother’s brother is a very loving man, who always spoiled me and loved me like his daughter, he in fact know more things about me than both my parents, and he still treat me like a baby sometimes even tho I’m 19. When I have a problem he’s always the first person I seek.

The thing is that I once masturbated to an erotic paragraphe online that was showing a father and his daughter doing incestual stuff, it turned me on, because it was illegal and hot, but after that on the website another title proposed a girl with his uncle, and it surprisingly disgust me. When I was horny again, I noticed that I could easily mastuabte to a father and daughter incest but an uncle fucking his niece is disgusting to me. Does that mean that my relationship with my dad somewhat played a role in my fantasy? ( it’s just a fantasy i will never plan to do it in real life tho)

[Simona95]

I really would like to say something wise and clever... But I'll probably won't... I have same experience with father - he was acting like I don't exist and he was ignoring me. I suppose u just wanna have some nice relation with your father and your brain was aroused of imagination of "relationship full of love" even it is incest. Maybe I'm wrong.

[Anonymous]

It is kinda weird, but you got me thinking now... my father does not mind walking naked from the bathroom to his room, sometimes he evens lays on the bed naked with the room door open, anyway he was always shaved down there so I wonder is that the reason I like a shaved guy ( penis)

[COMMODOREII]

I think i see what you mean. Like you want love from your dad and the erotic story kind gives you the idea of the attention you crave not so much you wanting sex. And the uncle one was because you already have a strong relationship with him so you don't need the story to incite a need you already have. Cool 😎

[crmoore]

I'm not familiar with psychology but there is a term going around the internet called "daddy issues" that does describe things of this nature. Perhaps there is merit to it, perhaps not. But if it's of any relevance, you shouldn't feel ashamed by these interests of yours.

[truthbeknown]

Hmm, I can see that since you have no real love or connection with your dad, that combination is easier to enjoy where as your uncle is someone you truly cared about. Seem easy to understand to me.

[Belgie]

Sounds like the Westermarke Effect hit you in your uncle, not your dad.

[Dargil]

It sounds like in your life experience, you have switch uncle and father roles. You have the natural family resistance to incest... but with your uncle. Because your father is distant, you don't feel that.

[linda86]

maybe you want for him to be happy, does your mom take care of his needs? not likely. maybe the though of your father fucking you is a turn on because you know how much pleasure you , a younger could give to him. because you love him so much.

[linda86]

I gave my v-card to my father so he wouldn't date women and bring the home after mom's divorce.

[LuckyChuck]

At what age did that happen?

[linda86]

@LuckyChuck 14.

[LuckyChuck]

Wanna pm?

[linda86]

@LuckyChuck what is pm?

[LuckyChuck]

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[Twalli]

You have a parental vind with your uncle. You see him in a way most girls see their father. To you, your father is an older male, not a father. Likewise your uncle is like a father and not just an older male.

[CuriousMufuxka]

There's some material to go write a couple erotic tales!

[Jmmmfi4]

I think many people are into that

[Mcluven]

I also ready a lot of incest stories and gotten turned on. In your case Im not sure if there is some kinda link between the porn and the relation. Il send a hug if I could.

[714goofball]

best find a father figure, he can love you in father ways and other ways too, just take your time in searching for him. make a list of things you hope to find in him.

[Anonymous]

Probably because you never got love from your father and that’s how it plays out in your head sexually