I’ve had struggles with a guy I’m in love with as we all know, but my want for closeness and sex has lead me yearning for maybe the touch of another woman. Women are very tender and sensual, and I feel like I’d really love to have sex with a woman I think. Not to fall in love with, I’ve no desire to date a woman. I can not deny my sexual attraction to women though, my thing that has always held me back though, is the thought of going down on a woman. Honestly I find it hard to relax even when a guy is going down on me, thinking how awful that must be all these juices coming out, I don’t think I could eat another girls pussy.