I am going crazy from not having sex?

Anonymous
I’m 28 and I haven’t had sexual since I was 23. And before that not since I was 18. I’m going crazy. I can’t separate my emotions either so I can’t just have a hookup. I will go crazy and fall in love and get hurt and regret it. I need a boyfriend and to fall in love. But mostly I find it hard getting through my days, waking up in the morning, falling asleep at night, working throughout the day, every second I’m being pulled by this weight and void. I masturbate and often cry after because of how desperate and sad it feels and how it makes me want a mans touch even more. I once just let a guy eat me out and I sucked his dick and this made me want sex even more and it felt terrible to hold back so much that honesty I couldn’t even enjoy it. I am successful in life - I have a good career, I am healthy and good looking, I have great hobbies, I am smart, love where I live etc everything feels not so great though because at the end of the day I’m still not getting laid
I am going crazy from not having sex?
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