How to practice forgiving yourself?
I was still drunk and I ended up deciding to have sex with him again. I remember feeling like he took something from me and that was my way of getting it back. It only lasted five mins bc someone knocked on the door. Anyway, I went to confront him days later because even though I participated, I never gave consent initially. However, he said he came in the bed to sleep but I took off my own pants and initiated sex and he claims I wasn’t sleep the whole time (which is why I quoted ‘woke up’).
Since then, I’ve blamed myself for what happened. I shouldn’t have gotten drunk and I shouldn't have initiated sex with him the second time. I’ve run into him about 4 times, and every time I see him, I feel worse about myself. I just started therapy two weeks ago and my therapist told me to research how to forgive myself. Do any of you have suggestions on how I can forgive myself/heal from this?
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