When I was 16 I slept with a 29 year old, it still haunts me. Why?
When I was 16 I was working at a party as a glass collector. My boss said when I finished I could have a drink and I hadn't eaten all day as i was there early so i got drunk off one glass of wine. My colleague made friends with the bosses son and when the party was over he took us to a club. He walked straight to the toilets and came out and said "we have to go" and suddenly we were in a taxi with all his friends. We get out at this house and they were giving us wine and I started to feel very very drunk. I didn't know where I was or what was happening.
There was suddenly just me, my colleague and two men. My colleague and one of the men disappeared upstairs so we went too. He gave me a shirt and some shorts to wear to bed and I guess you can imagine what happened.
He got my number and would message me telling me he wanted to marry me if I was older and that I shouldn't tell anyone. When I got a boyfriend when I was 18 and we'd go out the 29 year old would shake my boyfriends hand and hug me. For years he'd message me on Facebook. He'd stare at me when I would go out.
To this day that night still haunts me and it's one of my biggest regrets. Just thought I'd vent and tell my story just to let it go.
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Thank you everyone for your comments and kind words! I just find it strange how I'm somehow attracted to him now and have so much hate for him at the same time. We haven't spoke for about 3 years now, bearing in mind this happened 6 years ago.
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