I feel SO bad for watching porn?
But this morning, I had a dream about other men which I can't exactly remember, then in the morning when I woke up, I had this urge to watch porn. I wanted to look at other men, not my boyfriend. Now I know my boyfriend doesn't masturbate to other women, he's the romantic sensitive type and has given me reasons why he doesn't and even gets upset when I masturbate without thinking about anything.
I feel SO overwhelmingly guilty after I came watching that. This isn't the first time I've gone behind his back and done it. We both refrained from it for mutual respect for each other. I feel so sick. I watched another man, a stranger, jerk off and got off to it... I have a boyfriend! For some reason looking at my boyfriends pics just wasn't doing it for me this morning.
I feel so guilty. I can't tell him what I did it will shatter him... Any way I can get over the guilt?
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