Questions about first time having sex?

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So hi, i have so many questions about orgasm, first time having sex and not being able to lol.
My boyfriend and i tried it but we couldnt do it I don't know if i have vaginismus but after that i tried dildos that get gradually bigger. It kinda worked. I don't know if this is vaginismus i really wonder what u guys think.
after the pandemic dies down a little w're gonna try it again.
This question is about orgasm so i could really use a girls opinion about it.
I'm new to putting things in my vagina so its kinda weird for me and i wonder when is it going to get better.
The thing about orgasm iss that i kinda can't reach orgasm. Like ihave an orgasm kinda feeling when i masturbate but it's really subtle and after a minute im horny again and i do it again and this goes on for hours but i feel like i am never fully satisfied and i sometimes feel like i dont have the ability to orgasm at all. This really makes me sad. Please help.
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