Why do we like to watch hardcore porn?

Hello, I used to watch lots of porn since the age 8! I always liked hardcore porn and disgusting sh*t that I would never even think about doing in real life. I am a very shy girl I am scared of most men and I am still a virgin. I always watched crazy porn that made me addicted and I especially liked hentai because since its cartoon it was more hardcore than real porn there are no boundaries. Anyway I stopped now because I felt bad for watching all that like why does it turn me on when porn actors „rape“ a women and the realer it looked the better it was or when you watch cartoon or Hentai where some highschool girls get f*cked by a dog or octupus or whatever and we all know that this is only a little example of what the porn industry really offers. I began thinking like wtf why do I like to watch that? I would never get turned on by something like that in real life it would scare the sh*t out of me and make me puke. But why did all that hard porn turn me on? I still feel ashamed of all the years that I wasted on watching all that but I don’t know how to feel about myself like if I’m actually scared of all that then why does it turn me on in porn? As I said I stopped now but the memories still haunt me and make me feel like trash.
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Most Helpful Guys

  • You were leaning, exploring. Porn is all fake. If you watch too much of it you begin to believe it's real. Which will really mess up your outlook on what normal man-woman romantic sex or relationships are about.
    You might consider seeking some counseling. A shrink can help you sort through all that stuff in your head, what's real and what isn't.

  • Give yourself a break!! It's just pixels and fantasy. I'm guessing if you're honest with yourself, you'll find that you have some fantasies that you would love to role play if you were with someone you cared about and intrinsically trusted. What do you think?

Most Helpful Girl

  • Yes, it is always better to stop if it has a negative effect on you for sure.

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  • I quit watching porn in my late teens as it was so unrealistic and fake.

  • Uh... because human sexuality? Duh?

  • If such categories of porn existed for years that means there are a lot of people watching them which is totally normal. Some fantasies might be weird and taboo and that's why most of them stay as fantasies.

    • but in my normal state I wouldn’t even think about a fantasy like that it scares me a lot

    • Yes in "normal state" people wouldn't even think about sex at all and everything about it feels disgusting until they're horny again.

  • I like incest porn, but incest disgusts me in real life.

  • There is nothing wrong with it I was the same way when I was younger

  • Guilty pleasures

  • Because you have to get over the fact that you're just watching a video by making it some extreme disgusting crap to get your blood pumping.

  • not that hardcore