I was raped by a stranger found out I was prego.. hated the father so hated the child.. knew it was innocent couples try to have kids for years so adoption was the only choice in my mind... well my parents disowned me.. I couldnt work was passing out too much.. cut internet and cable all extras.. was trading items for food.. contacted a prego agency for help but they were no help.. telling me to come in I didn't want to drive my car since I was passing out doctor put me on bed rest but when you live alone you dont have that luxury.. didn't have enough money for a taxi and rent.. so I cantacted my parents said okay I will have an abortion and they celebrated my birthday a day after surgery which was a month earlier and didn't even call me... moms like its good to have you back... I hate my birthday now and I will never wear another dress again
I'm so sorry. It takes a lot of bravery to face that and share it.
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It took a lot of time to get over.. I know my parents love is conditional.. I asked them before surgery if they could just take care me but I was shame disgrace in their eyes.. when mom said good to have you back I said fuck you in my mind.. my parents taught me a lot of Bible not much else.. and I dont even know what I killed I didn't look at pictures I asked for the heartbeat to be turned off.. looking back I wish I wasn't ashamed and called every friend to see if they would help.. but I didn't know the father viewed him as a monster didn't want another one in the world.. im not perfect by far.. took a lot to forgive myself... not like I was drunk it wasn't at night or anything like that... can yell all I wanted no one could hear me till he knocked my head on the ground repeatedly... I passed out.. but can't live in the past.. this was the summer of 2017.. I can't have kids now.. and im glad my man knows and wants to adopt.. so their is love beyond the pain.. you go from hating all guys expect my best friend then you over come it.. im glad I ran as far as I did abd he didn't carry me to his car.. I would freak out every time I saw a red elentra for a long time.. I recently went back to the place with a lady thats like a mom to me.. she always wanted a daughter and prayed.. that I found some freedom then James talked with me sharing that we are not our pasts and I can't control it happened I can't control how I reacted to it.. but I can share my story so someone else in this process can reach out to me.. so I can encourage them along the journey so my experience and pain is not in vain.. you can hide a lot behind a smile and its not until you take off the mask and just grieve... grieve the life you thought youd have and realise there's no situations that are too big for God to handle... knowing Jesus gives you true freedom mind body and soul..
Yes, my sister and I were both date rapped by the same 3 guys. We both remember everything but couldn’t move and I remember, after they ripped her shorts off two of them flipped her on her stomach so she was looking right at me while the 3rd guy was forcing himself into my rectum and my sister was basically getting beat
Who were the 3 guys then 🤔
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No. I did not.
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Yeah, my daughter was unfortunately conceived during a rape.
How old is she now?
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She's 5 now, sorry I didn't mean for those to be separate.
Thank goodness i haven't and I was in vulnerable position as this dude tried to followed me home when I was on girls night out with friends
I'm sorry girls who have you are strong and tougher then most
He stealthed me, got me pregnant.
Mom took me for a D&C, just before I turned 14. I had to meet with prosecutors before the procedure which dragged things out. Do I have regrets, some. I hope that should I meet them in the post mortal existence, they will forgive me.
It's so hard to find the words to share this. Out of something so ugly came something that I treasure.
Wow that takes courage and strength your an amazing woman to cherish a child under those circumstances!!
Thankfully no, that did not happen to me
Fortunately I never did get pregnant over the years it was happening. And now that I would otherwise be able to have my own children I am infernal as a result of what happened.
I'm so sorry. ❤
@KingdomForAKiss Better than the alternative. Even if I had the choice I wouldn’t bring a child into this world.
You were raped for years.. wow strength and courage that took to face everyday.. your an amazing woman!
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