I'm a bi-sexual female in my mid-20's. My partner is a male who is about a year and a half younger than me. We have been together for nearly 3 years now. We have lived together for 2 years.
I have a pissing fetish. Pissing porn is the thing that gets me off the most.
I didn't always engage in the fetish, but since about 17 years old, I've been privately wetting my clothing and some designated objects while I fuck myself and watch pissing porn.
Anyway, I have never ever mentioned this fetish to another living soul. I have kept this 100% to myself forever. But my boyfriend and I have been trying to expand our horizons (lol) sexually, and he is the person I have the most trust for in my whole life.
- I feel like I can trust him. I don't feel like he will shame me per-se. But he is very vanilla. He is also very inexperienced (one previous partner before me).
I do not feel like I will die if I keep this to myself. I can keep it in my private sex life, and be satisfied. My concern is that I plan on marrying this man, and he says he feels the same. That being said, am I willing to die having not experienced some of the things I've wanted to in regards to pissing fetishes? Because honestly, the thought of never experiencing it at all kinda bums me out. But again, I can be overall satisfied keeping it private.
So what should I do? Should I bring it up? How to introduce various watersports activities? How should I bring it up?
ANY ADVICE AT ALL FOR MY SITUATION IS WELCOME!
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