Girls, This was the most disgusting thing I ever did. Can someone help me out to get this out of my mind?

I did the worst sin you can ever imagine. I am feeling so disgusted about myself right now.
I live here with my brother. It's really difficult to live here alone, that's why it is easy to share and live and no one else is more safe than your own brother. Which didn't turned out as I expected.
Last night, me and my brother got very very drunk, totally wasted. And at night we did it. And worst part is, it wasn't like drink sex, we did it properly like I used to used to do with my ex. I still can't believe I really did it.
We didn't even had any condom, just did it, all these was much fun that moment, but now we both regret it a lot.
I am not gonna get pregnant, I already took pills. But still i am feeling so much disgusted for my body. The worst part was waking up next to him naked. I am never hona forget that scenario.
I am mentally actresses so much. I know i did mistake but please can someone help me with this.
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  • Wow this is probably one of the worst things I’ve read on here girl all I gotta say is therapy definitely.
    I think you gotta talk to a professional about this because it’s a pretty heavy topic that I think nobody on this site is gonna really be able to give you good insight on because it is quite complex.
    Girl try and do some stuff to keep your mind off it for now and absolutely definitely look into a therapist girl this is pretty traumatic.

    • But how can I say this to therapist? I can't tell him I had sex with my brother.

    • You can actually, there’s no rules to what you types of issues you’re dealing with that are acceptable for therapy. You can focus on trying to figure out why it happen and being able to i guess let it go eventually and find peace between the two of you so it’s not awkward

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  • This is disturbing honestly. I’ve never seen any drunk relatives flirting or having sexual relations because... they’re related. It’s not just a boy. It’s in nature not to be attracted to family members.
    You’re probably going to need to see a professional about this

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  • Oh wow! Is this real?

  • Well maybe try to think it as a just sex, after all you didn't get pregnant, and you had sex, he is a boy after all , and I don't know just forget about it since there is not bad side of the story

    • Tbh i know a lot of girl who had sex with their brothers willingly so, there is no big deal about exaggerating it

  • There’s nothing you can do after the fact. It’s already been done. Just chalk it up to a life lesson and move on from it. Hope that he didn’t get you pregnant and never do it again. What more can you realistically do?