Does me wanting to watch my boyfriend sleep with other women mean I am mentally ill?

Anonymous
I know there are a lot of guys into having their girlfriend/wife cuck them and sleep with other guys but I am a woman and want my boyfriend who I have been dating for almost three years to sleep with other women while I watch. I don't know why I do but the urge has been slowly growing for a few years. I have never heard of other women being into this and thinking back it seems to have started after I broke up with my last boyfriend after catching him cheating. So I am wondering if I should go see a therapist for it or just indulge it?
Does me wanting to watch my boyfriend sleep with other women mean I am mentally ill?
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