My boyfriend said “I want to kill you” during sex? / age gap relationship?
We have a Safe Word. He always said he never enjoyed hurting me unless I was genuinely enjoying it. Recently when I told him I’d be willing to do anything to prove myself since the break up. He asked me to make a brand of his initials so that he could brand me. He said he wants to make me do so many things to make me prove my commitment. He said try and make a brand with a paper clip. He’s been wanting me to move in with him for a while now.
When I had to move recently & quit my full time job cause I got evicted he said I chose ***** (the new town I moved too) over him and says he doesn't fully blame me but still. I haven’t seen him for over a month. Last night he not only said the thing about branding me, but he said he didn’t want me to move a single inch while he tries to “throat f*** me to death”. I’ve never wanted kids. He’s tried getting me pregnant before. When I ask him why he wants me to have his kid, he says “I’m your Dom, so your answer should just be Yes Sir” and don’t ask questions.” He says he enjoys hurting me & doesn’t know how to explain it. He said even if I didn't want him to, he’d still do all of this. Even before all of this when things were amazing, we had been having sex one time & he looked me right in the eye & said “I want to kill you!!”. I don't know I feel like when I see him soon he’s gonna try to hurt-hurt me, am I overthinking?
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