Yesterday my boyfriend said "Move before I fuck you up" with clenched fists. He meant to say get out of the way because he was going to punch the chair. However this was traumatizing for me. he was really sad about it and apologized profusely, etc, but I found out he masturbated the same day. This kind of upsets me because of How I was emotionally. Instead of staying with me making sure i was okay he decided to go play games and masturbate. Now I feel as though maybe he wasn't as sorry as I believed he was.. Am I just overthinking this?