Ok tell me if this is what you are saying:
-You guys were going to have sex
-Then he said your vagina is “so clean and nice”
-Then He said I want to marry you and have sex after we are married
Now answer these questions :
1 What is he to you
-I e friend boyfriend lover friends with benefits hook up etc
2 what kind of relationship do you want with him
3 How long have you known him
4 What do you guys usually do
together
5 Was this a planned event like he knew you wanted sex with him and you were a Virgin, or did he find out last minute
He is my boyfriend from past 4 years Serious Since childhood Study together, many dates and many stuff Yes he knows I am virgin and it is planned but then he said I want physical relations only after marriage
That information makes tremendous difference. I wouid suggest redoing this question and explaining all of That at least update it Bc tye way you write it songs like soft porn in someone’s imagination. I don’t mean that as an insult I’m saying you won’t get helpful answers with this. 😊 It’s possible he wants to save it for after marriage... do you know his views are generally on premarital sex?
Do you guys have any intention of marriage have you spoke of it Did you ask him about what he said by any chance?😊
So the thing is he thought he could do it for the sake of experience and thrill you know the spark and attraction.
But then he chickened out cold feet bc he likes you more than friends like he sees a future with you he doesn't want to ruin things bc Offcourse he sees you as his future wife and maybe tried being respectful
It's uncommon, but he felt like he should pay for such good milk, before drinking it. :)
https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/why_buy_the_cow_when_you_can_get_the_milk_for_free
I didn't understand what you trying to say
Look at the link, it's not hard to understand. :)
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What's Your Opinion? Sign Up Now!So what is the question?
He just wants to sleep with you.
Why didn't he sleep when I offered him
I don’t know. I don’t know why he would want to marry you based on the appearance of you either! Surely he’ll marry because he loves you? Not what you look like down there!
Well its a let down for sure for you, but its not necessarily weird.
What are you asking?
Just have an honest conversation with him, asking why he changed the plan. You can figure out together what your plan is moving forward. Are you frustrated at him not having sex with you, relieved, or indifferent?
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