Should I lose my virginity?

should I wait to have someone special take my virginity or just any one? I am a 22 year old guy and there is this mom in her 30s that have a son about my age (17) but I want to her place to loss my virginity but I got nervous and now I don't know what to do. she told me to come back when I am less nervous. I rally want to do it but I don't know if I should wait or if it normal to be nervous. was I nervous just because we were about to do it or because I feel it was the wrong time I don't know what do you think? I feel like I am leting her down and my self and i wanted to try something new
Should I lose my virginity?
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