Am I bi and if so is it important to come out to my loved ones?
Sometimes i have urges to kiss girls even ones i don't like sometimes. I really started to notice it more once i got to into college. There was a Indian exchange student i made friends with. She was beautiful and really sweet. I remember one time she got on the bus with me into the city because this guy was following me and afterwards we went shopping. Everything she tried on looked stunning on her and i couldn't bring myself to look at her incase i gave it away but i kinda liked her. After we were done, she gave me a hug to say goodbye and i had them urges again to kiss her but i didn't. One time i herely kissed a girl and she went mental at me and embarrassed me in front of a room full of people when i was only 13 years old.
I felt so disgusted with myself for having feelings for this girl in my class and instead focused on setting her up with a mutual friend of ares who really liked her to distract myself from how i felt.
I've caught myself checking out girls before and i sometimes get turned on by women too. I sometimes look at them and think wow her body is amazing and will ask my boyfriends opinion on them. I definitely have a type for darker skinned girls but i feel like if i had a girl in front of me naked id be sick and wouldn't want to fuck a woman.
I don't know if i just appreciated womens bodys or that im actually bisexual. I think my stisters and my boyfriend have slightly picked up on it from things I've slipped up on by accident. I've told my boyfriend I've been sexually confused before and he said he's okay with that just as long as i don't wake up one day regretting being straight.
The thing im most scared of is people seeing me differently, plus i come from a very Conservative family. Plus i feel my connection with men is much stronger emotionally and physically.
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