Guys, is there something wrong with me?

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hi i’m a 19 year old girl and i’m dating a 20 year old boy. yes i say boy not man because he is acting like a literal boy. i’m currently staying with him at his house where i cook, clean, make his bed etc... basically over here being a wife/mother to him. (no i’m not an actual mother nor do i have kids) anyway i keep the kitty perfectly clean, shaved, spotless and whatever else. he literally just sticks his dick in me, he teases me by grazing over the kitty but when i tell you he doesn’t do anything except for kiss my lips and stick his dick inside me that’s LITERALLY ALL HE DOES. he enjoys foreplay yet never does it. he’s only fingered me one once and that was when we were dating for 2 months and now we’re at 6 months. he’s played with my boobs like 2 times and that’s it too. i’ve gone down on him multiple times with no hesitation, but whenever i ask him he either ignores me or makes some kind of bs excuse or LITERALLY AKS ME IF I CAN FINSIH MYSELF... HUHHHH? i’ve voiced to him how i felt multiple times and he always says “keep the kitty clean and i’ll do it.” do i just give up? he has told me multiple stories of how he loves going down on girls nd how he has before and has no issue with it and loves foreplay but i don’t believe it one bit because i’ve tried and tried for what seems like forever and i don’t even expect it. am i gross? is he gay? like i feel like i have more competition with anime girls then i do real girls. and his friend always hint at how the girls he used to date looked like compared to me. (context i’m a short, skinny, shoulder haired, brunette with DD boobs, who smokes weed, laidback, not a bruh girl or e-girl, and his exes were short, skinnier than me, long haired, itty bitty titty committee like A cup titties, typical anime girl uwu princess) i’m starting to think i’m gross or ugly or something. i feel deprived in a way. like the least he could do is go down on me, i’m practically his maid, chef, wife, mom, babysitter, copilot, etc.. help.
Guys, is there something wrong with me?
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