Hey so I’m a virgin and never had a kiss or boyfriend. I’m lonely and I keep going on tinder finding cute guys and saying I’ll come over. Then I get scared and tell them nevermind. Honestly I don’t want to lose my virginity to someone I don’t know, but I’m really lonely and sexual. I don’t know what’s wrong with me I was raised with morals and I want to be a traditional woman who isn’t a whore, but I’m struggling. Can someone give me honest advice on self control and how to wait for a romantic partner. I’m very sad about my decisions to even consider giving myself up to strange men. Something inside of me wants to be wild but I know I will pay for it later.