I was dating this guy we got along so well and had amazing sex etc. He never really cared about me... i know this. But i really liked being around him and couldn’t resist so even when he said he didn’t want anything with me i carried on.
Anyways i was at my roommates house and i had some alcohol and a edible brownie and they kicked in when i was with the guy and then i don’t know if the guy realised but i was just tipsy and all over the place, and when i walked him out my flat which is shared with other people i’m pretty sure i was l just in my robe and nothing underneath and my robe is one of those sexy ones and no shoes and i’m so ashamed and embarrassed because i like him so much and know he’s just gonna hate me forever because i was practically half naked if i remeber correctly, like i honestly can’t remeber. We have good sex though and it’s only been a week but do you think he will forgive me? I also said to him that i just can't see him anymore because i really like him and i’m catching feelings and i was just a wreck but i wanna see him again. I don’t know if to try and speak to him about it now i’m in the right frame of mind or leave him to get over it... i’m so upset about this and about myself. I know in 5 years time i will find this hilarious but right now it’s killing me
I’m really sad and ashamed please someone help me?
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We haven’t spoken since and he’s really annoyed at me
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and i’m pretty sure the brownie was like the highest dose ever and i’ve never had one before! i’m laughing typing this but crying at the same time
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