Man-child boyfriend making me fantasize about women more?
He always had a mountain of laundry, takes lazy shortcuts with the chores so I have to do even more of them, won't look after a pet he begged for us to get, dresses badly most of the time, is super unorganized and flaky, and I feel like I have to help him manage his life like I'm a single mom and he's my teenaged son.
He always complains about his pizza delivery job but he won't look for something else, I know that's a big ask during a pandemic but I literally did just that and he acted all jealous of my new job! Instead of being jealous make an attempt at least!
Anyway, I am very resentful of how much he leans on me for everything without putting forth much effort in return. Then I've had all of these very independent, mature, organized, dependable women flirting with me! It's like they can sense that I'm falling out of love FAST and they know it's their moment to strike! The worst part is that it is getting to me, I've had dreams of one of these women, who's 30, doing things to me. I still want her to touch me after I'm awake and out of the dream.
I feel so bad but my boyfriend exhausts and drains me and I feel like I'm dragging him kicking and screaming into young-adulthood and it's so unattractive. It feels incestuous to want him sexually at this point, I'm basically his mom! But these other women are so put-together and polished and dependable, spending time with them feels refreshing and intriguing instead of when I'm with my boyfriend and it feels like parenting. Has anyone else experienced this with a manchild? I do still care for him but my sexuality has left the building and it's skipping along behind some business woman's coat-tails!
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