I made out with this guy from the club and totally regret it?
So I’m a girl and 19 years old. Last weekend I was clubbing with my friends and we bumped into these guys and one happened to be my friends ex or something. We left the club with them not knowing where we about to go and they brought us to a hotel. I made out with one of the guys in the club before we left. So don’t ask me how but these guys really convinced us to stay with them at the hotel (it was already like 5 am or something anyways) so they paid for 3 rooms and I was in a room with the guy I made out with at the club. In the room we made out again but then I told him I didn’t want to anymore. We stopped and were talking a little then we went to sleep. When we woke up we made out again but this time it was a heavy workout. Like he was sucking my tits and was rubbing me, we had dry sex... I was kinda uncomfortable tbh especially since that was only my second time kissing a guy and I didn’t even know him... yet I didn’t stop him... well he clearly wanted to gave sex with me and told me he had protection , he tried to finger me and unzip my jeans but I gladly stopped him from all that. Even though we didn’t have sex, after our make out I felt Very bad about myself. I honestly feel very slutty. It’s like I’ve never even done this things with a guy and I can’t even believe I did all of this with a guy from the club! I don’t know but I think I’m kinda traumatized... I mean he didn’t do all this stuff without my permission yet I was so uncomfortable and I think we shouldn’t have gotten any further than kissing. I just don’t know how to let go of that night and forget that guy. I would like advice and yalls opinions please.
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