Why does my boyfriend watching porn make me feel sad?
I am a pretty confident girl, and I'll be the first to admit I watch porn too. My boyfriend and I have a very open relationship and we communicate very well. I love him and he loves me and life is good when we are together.
The other night we were laying in bed talking about porn. We were discussing our first porn experiences, how often we watch it, what kinda stuff we were into, want to try out, and what kind of stuff we had 0 interest In (for example, the butter churner). All was good until he mentioned that sometimes he would look up "blonde", or "redhead", or "little boobs" or all these random physical characteristics. I don't know why that made me feel so uneasy because nothing leading up to that point did.
Maybe it made me uncomfortable because I can always act out a fantasy with him or try something interesting he found, but I can never be the big titty blonde girl with long legs.
I am not even sure what I am asking in this question haha. Maybe someone diagnose me with something so I know what I am feeling so I can talk to him about it or just chill myself out.
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