Not cheating but a weird situation?
Well this year because of everything I had to go work in a foreign country together with a good friend of ours. Now my wife knows her and they're good friends and she also knows that I've been attracted to her and that we would be working together for a year and a half, which is how long not seeing my wife. Anyway my wife said that she understands that it's going to be a long time and if I felt alone and need someone to hold close that she wouldn't have anything against it if this was our friend as long as we didn't have sex and didn't date or kiss.
Anyway somehow my friend and I fooled around a lot but didn't have sex. Just physically fooling around and no kissing. Well I told my wife about it and she said that she understood and that while she missed me she's not angry or anything. Well of curse we didn't want to but we fooled around again and in the heat of passion we had a short intercourse and it was just once. Literally I was inside her the whole time but it felt good so while we held each other and somehow I ejaculated inside her more than once because I was so turned on.
Of course we felt really, really bad so we both talked to my wife about it and told her exactly what happened and my wife said that she understood and everything is ok.
Now it's been weird with our friend because we know that we liked it and we really want to do it more but are holding back even though it's even harder.
Of course we talked about this with my wife and she even told me that she understood if I wanted to do more but I really don't want to hurt her. Whatever between me and our friend is only a physical attraction and nothing more.
Should I ask my wife if I can keep having relations with our friend or just get over everything?
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