My boyfriend was jerking himself off getting very hard and long & told me to take my shirt off, I did and he got smaller and soft instantly? ?

[Curlyanny]

We did it over video call. He would constantly tell me to take off my bra to see my nipples, and I never did until a few days ago. He would now struggle to cum when he sees my nipples/areola. My areola are huge, bigger than pepperoni, if I were to put my thumb and index finger together to make a circle, my areola would still be bigger. It took me a long time to learn to love and accept myself. But now I feel like I'm falling apart and keep having these mental breakdowns, and I cried to him and he kept saying I'm perfect and beautiful. But it's a lie. Now when we do e-sex or whatever you want to call it... He never askes or begs me like he does to see my shirt off. I think he finds my boobs ugly. When I try to show him again he tells me to stop and tells me to just tease. He would watch tons of porn as a child and became addicted, and he still does. He tells me when I'm not around to call he watches porn. Sometimes when we call he tells me, how hard he is for me and how he's been thinking of me... And that's a lie. He would always talk about other girls body when we watch movies or girls in his class about their boobs and butts. And I would laugh about it, but deep down it hurts me knowing he looks at other girls and find them attractive. Yet when it comes to me he says, beauty in on the inside... That hurted me so bad. A few days ago I showed him my pussy... And he didn't even say anything. The next time we did it, I put make up down there to make it not look darker.. I used to love myself I used to accept myself, but now I'm constantly watching other girls in porn to see what he sees and their bodies and before and after pics of surgery. I've bought these whiten soap I've seen on tiktok to help make my pussy and butthole less dark. So hopefully they would help and change. I don't even know what I'm saying. There's no question to this. I just really wantedto vent. Its hard to love my body when I kdnow he doesn't

[Red_Arrow]

He is an ass. Even if a gals body does not meet a guys ideas of what is best, if he is her boyfriend he should be happy she is showing him and should like pleasing her. You are great just as you are. You should not feel you have to put makeup on your pussy or butthole. Sounds like this is your first boyfriend that you have gotten intimate, even if just over video, and you seem to have committed yourself to him and you really should not have. You probably need to move on and find a guy that treats you well, because you deserve to be treated like a princess!

[MrOracle]

There's nothing wrong with you - I would put his actions down to simply him being younger and inexperienced. He may also have gotten nervous that he would cum too quickly, and taken himself out of the moment, and then had trouble getting it back. You are only choosing the worst possible reason for actions that have many possible reasons, and that's not fair and it's almost certainly not accurate.

[Anonymous]

I don’t think it’s you, it’s just his addiction to porn. It sets such high expectations for sex and women, as well as men, so when it actually happens and it isn’t that great like porn actors make it seem to be, I guess it kind of disappoints. Also watching so much porn makes it harder to get excited at the real thing. I’m sure that it’s not because of you’re unattractive. Remember that all boobs are hot boobs ‼️

[kkirk4442]

It sounds like you are trying too hard to maintain this relationship. Tits look great, and it doesn't matter if the areola is large or small. Whatever is happening with your boyfriend, is not because your tits or pussy don't look good. He may have watched so much porn, that he can't get aroused by the real thing. That is his problem, not yours. I suggest that you dump him, as he is high maintenance, and you are getting very little out of the relationship. There are plenty of guys who will l like your tits and pussy. However, I'm not suggesting that you show plenty of guys, just the new one you have a relationship with.

[Avicenna]

Talk to him about it. Your perception might not be accurate.

[LiamSawyer]

Your nipples and areolas sound perfect, they would be a huge turn on for me, especially if they're dark UT any color or tone is good.

[cphipps48]

Assuming isn’t going to help, there needs to be a serious conversation between you both to get on the same page or at least find out where you both stand with one another

[bubbakong2006]

If that’s the case dump him you have what I love and many men would be so turned on and sooper horny big areolas and dark are a huge turn on

[bowenw]

All nipples, areolas, pussies, and butt holes are unique and beautiful. Large areolas are my preference as there is more to enjoy but it's never a deal breaker. If your boyfriend has a problem with your body parts it's a major red flag and time for him to find a new girlfriend.

[Iron_Man]

You’re too young to be getting into sexual activities with him

[Jamie05rhs]

This is my opinion: He needs to stop watching porn. If you're always looking at other women, how can you appreciate the one you have?

But also, I think you need to tell him to take a few days or a week to himself and really think long and hard about what he actually wants. If he wants you, he is going to have to accept ALL of you. If he can't, he needs to move on and set you free.

[Wise4myage]

That’s not good. Has that happened before?

[Curlyanny]

I never shown anyone my body before but him

[Wise4myage]

It’s possible this had nothing to do with you at all. But ask if it happens again.

[KrakenAttackin]

Relax, I'm sure your boyfriend lives your body. It's just hard to cum under those circumstances.

[2021biguy]

You don't have to make your pussy and butthole less dark, I'm sure they look hot they way they are. Just because one guy feels that way, it isn't you, it's him. Don't get upset, and girls that get surgery are crazy. If you need a friend, I'm here.

[Bklynbadboy12]

I love that its sexy asf