Is it weird if I still masturbate thinking of the time when I lost my virginity and had sex with this 18 year old guy even tho we no longer talk?

[Paolaa988]

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[Leavesbound]

That is not at all weird. Most people who masturbate think back of different sexual experiences they had and relive them in their head or even think about other things they might have done with that person if they ever got back together or even think about "what if" scenarios involving that person such as what if you had done this or that when you were with them that you had never gotten around to doing" I still think about my first serious romantic relationship and all the things we did and a few we didn't. Like if I could go back in time and relive some of that I would have said "yes" to a lot of her more kinky requests and suggestions.

[MTC29]

No. My favorite and l fantasy is the woman who I lost my virginity to, and that was nearly 45 years ago. Whoever the person is who was your first, takes on a huge amount of responsibility. Why? Because we will remember them forever.

[loves2learn]

Not weird at all. Very normal. It was a very arousing and special experience for you. Did he know you were a virgin?

[helva]

I don’t think it is weird. Myself sometimes fantasise about past sexual experiences.

[ohshee]

No it's not weird at all , I have many FANTASY Paolaa you would be surprised and how many Guys on Gag have fantasies of you,, and a lot of other girls on here

[ChrisMaster69]

No that’s fine.

it would be weird if I did it (mine not yours lol)

[Anonymous]

I don't think that it is unusual at all. But come to think of it, I don't recall ever masturbating while thinking of the first time that I had sex. But I don't think it is weird if you do.

[CentralPerk77]

Doesn’t seem weird to me - prob shouldn’t tell current boyfriends that though haha

[Anonymous]

Why would it be weird? It's like asking if it was weird you missed a family member or friend that died. Or weird you smiled when you think of a happy childhood memory.

[Mangospacho]

It was something from only 4 years ago? That’s not bad.

[FunkyMonkee]

Nope!! It must be a fave "fantasy" for you that you'd love to relive! Jill away!!

[johnsmithjs]

And that is why a virgin is the most attractive female to men. They will never forget their first time.

[EnviousKatt]

Nope, most people do fantasize things like that when pleasing themselves.

Mine personally think about certain kinks i have and share with my closest and best girl friends.

[Marhaban-1]

No. That's just what you happened to be thinking about whilst turned on

[XavierSteele]

I still masterbate to my thinking about my first amateur video I did

[poneglyphs]

Nope, you're just horny. I would too if I lost my virginity

[Romeocuck]

No. Its not weird at all. Your mind take you to the time that was most exciting to you.

I can say that you need to create more exciting moments for yourself.

Good luck girl 🙂

[Jamie05rhs]

I'm sure it's perfectly natural. I don't blame you one bit.

[COMMODOREII]

Not at all. I still think about when i gave up my virginity. Lol

[Andy79]

After 21 years I still feel hot when I remember my first sex with a guy

[bananathunder]

not weird at all... i've masturbated thinking of past experiences many times

[jerdanro]

No. Fantasies are fantasies. It is especially understandable because he was your first (and only?)

[EaterPeter]

Not weird. Try to build some other good memories. I bet you had lot of fun.

[WhiteWolf69]

No it's not weird. I still masterbate to my exs. They still turn me on.