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Now, on with the story, to keep it as short as possible, some Guy in the street approached me, wanted sex, didn't say it out right, invited me to his airbnb to check it out, later revealed he only asked me because i had a Nice ass (I have An extremely low IQ) so i give in to Lies and deceit easily, and give in to pressure as well, I went with him, and we talked. Hè talked about sex and his exes mostly, and was sort of condescending towards me because i was shy. I did really like find him attractive. But I couldn't or wouldn't give in to what i felt because it didn't feel right, fast forward. I couldn't have sex anyway because of my period, and because i wasn't on the pill and had no protection, i ended sleeping with this stranger in his bed and he slept on the coach, i broke his glasses, and then he was anrgy, and said i was just annoying and to Just go. I tried to offer to pay him but he wouldn't take it.
Fast forward 6 months, i found his adress on booking. com i booked a room, pretended to be a cliënt, and then told him. who i really was and that i wanted to pay him for sex because i wanted it so much and couldnt let it go. And i also wanted to finish what i started. I Saw on his booking website a lot of complaints of people and couples complaining that the host was insane and kind of crazy, and he wanted to steal from Them, the rest was positive. I wanted to see for myself and i was aware of all of this.
Fast forward, i actually went through with this, he was Nice, then mean, after sex, then he threatend me when he Saw me again. He never gave back the money.
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