Okay so I do not think this is common and therefor a little weird. But i am 19 years old and i realized how i get very upset and almost jealous and angry (!) at seeing pregnant woman and woman who get a baby. I do wanna have a baby so badly too and somehow feel competition because I wanna be the ONLY woman who is pregnant. I know very weird? But i also feel like i have an exteme breeding and pregnancy fetish. My biggest fear in life is ending up without an husband and childless!! Also just getting to see a newborn makes me go crazy because i wanna be the one holding it and touching it. It looks so incredibly cute the tiny body and hands and feets that i almost need to cry.