what girl? you mean future girl?
that's good, you have some stronger value system and ethics you just discovered. You have real feelings and emotions and want a good relationship. you just found a golden nugget.
I made this mistake to a degree, I wanted to hold to my values taught by parents, but by 30yrs had no girlfriend's or real contact w females (I was screwed up inside and didn't know it), so I threw in the towel and took the first offer I got for female attention (can't stop the hormonal drive)... a married woman. That's more sick, trust me. it didn't go that far, but far enough I felt remorse next day and told her to go away. good move. I kept repeating the mistake though and took while to learn the problem is deeper.
So, maybe you got some other messed up crap going on inside of you so that you align your values with your goals in life. damaged emotions will wrech havoc if not corrected.
begin writing, dumping out emotions, understand yourself, your past wounds, curses, vows you made or were pushed on you... heal. that way you are in better shape for the girl and she can be thankful you screwed up, so she doesn't have to deal with it.
you got a looooooong ways to go in life...23 is young. goes by fast though buddy!
the bible talks about ways to deal with them emotions... confess them. this in essence, is sin.
you'll be ok, you survived, hopefully without diseases... get tested. don't do that again... repair the damage inside you. At least you aren't bragging about it... which is ignoring the feelings, that's worse.
Yeah, you kind of screwed up.
That is pretty gross. She's probably had several HUNDRED men inside her.
I guess a classy woman who wants love and a high character man to be the father of her kids may be grossed out by you and want to pass on you. A girl who has had a lot of casual sex... even a ex stripper or something may be the type you may want you know.
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What's Your Opinion? Sign Up Now!Wasn't it your decision to loose your virginity to an escort. Now why are you sitting and crying? No excuses here as you were solely responsible for your action.
get over it lol
okay- think of this a a lesson. You found out what sex was like but you also figured out it is best when you love the other person. Let yourself off the hook about this. You really do not need to mention this to anyone.
People are always doing things they regret. It's part of being human. Don't worry about it and don't tell anyone. It's no one's business but your own.
Don't be afraid you did to pleasure yourself that's it since you got no girlfriend it's alright but make sure it was your last
Its over and done with, focus on moving on.
I know the effect varies
Nothing wrong with that. So stop caring. And why should you tell the next girl anything? You think every girl is going demand your sexual CV? Obviously you don't tell her you fucked an escort. If they ask, just say it was some random girl from a bar or something.
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