There is a man I find so hot and I think about him all the time. We haven't met in person, but from what I've heard, he doesn't want any kind of relationship in his life. Honestly, I guess I also don't want to have any kind of relationship with him because he is obviously a troubled person with psychological problems. I just lust him and want to feel him inside me. How can I get him off my mind? I don't have a chance to have sex with him.