I was in a previous relationship and I absolutely loved him, more than myself, I always put him first no matter what, I gave myself to him and everything. I was in love with him so hard for about a year and it was kinda toxic ngl. But I've tried to date other men and I just don't feel the same way with them for some reason. I don't have the constant urge to know what they are doing or what they are thinking about. I don't think of them during alone time either. Do I just not feel love for these men or is this normal and what I had with the other guy was just toxic?