Was it worth it losing your virginity recklessly?
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I'm still a virgin and each year that passes I feel worse, lonelier, and more insecure about my looks. I don't know if I just want the sex or I just crave for real connection with someone. I never had a relationship either. I tried getting to know a girl recently and I ended up fucking it up for being impatient and creating unnecessary drama. I thought I was past my rejection trauma while being in high school but nope, I'm still that insecure teen. It turns out I have a shitty personality too I guess. At least before I was disciplined with my studies, now I'm really struggling with university because I feel no motivation about life, I just exist for getting by. I guess I should stop trying love and just focus on my studies as much as I can and try working on my mind and body.
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