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My fiance tried having sex with me?

Anonymous
Our arrange marriage is fixed so we actually never met before but we talked online for months, we like each other. 1st day we meet, I stayed in his hotel room, we just cuddled and kissed all night. We both are virgin, not even kissed before. Second day was going well, everything was perfect, but then in evening we started kissing, he got very excited. He tried to excite me too but I wasn't getting wet. He tried eating me a lot I told him I'm not getting horny. But he still continued, I gave him 5 bj (he was over me) and he came in my mouth 5 times. He asked me multiple times if he can get a condom, I kept telling him no, and I also told him not keep his part close to mine but he kept rubbing me down there. He also tried doing anal, even when I said no. But he couldn't enter since it's tight. I once even tried pushing him away from kissing me, instead he started sucking my breasts. I just couldn't stop him properly, I was enjoying a bit kissing and fingering part but I didn't want this extreme since i was new at this too, I accept my fault here. I just didn't realize what was going on, I didn't want to make him feel bad since I love him. he is good at heart but I felt he didn't treat me right. I felt disrespected. In the end I got out of bed and then he started crying cause he was guilty. Today he tells me that he wasn't enjoying 2nd day either and he was doing everything to please me, then why the hell did he cum in my mouth so many time, and I wasn't even wet!! Do all girl like sucking dick or anal sex, especially virgins? No!! He should've asked me if he can cum in my mouth or not, or if I want anal or not before pushing his finger inside. He says it's not completely his fault since I didn't stop him properly, but I said no many times, and he should've stopped when I told him I wasn't horny. I'm confused about marriage. He told me sorry a lot of times, and we had a good dinner too, but I just feel like I don't have any feelings for him anymore. Am I wrong in this?
My fiance tried having sex with me?
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