It’s called Consensual Non Consent
link here.
https://www.ropeconnections.com/consensual-non-consent-play-rape-partner/
a couple huge things are safety, agree safe words and non verbal safe words, have a first aid kit, look at signing a contract before it happens.
aftercare
sub drop
top drop
google them and understand them..
there are a few on here that have done this in real, it’s not a simple thing to do.
From the guy’s perspective I can understand how he could be reluctant. He loves you and would never hurt you, so asking him to do so might seem counter to his normal way of life. I think if given the time and starting slow he will be fine but remember your molding him into the man he will be. Make sure you have clear lines drawn. This is by no means weird or wrong but it can become that. I suggest you follow what rouehoneylife said and find safe words and research it together so he can be more comfortable with how it works.
Consensual non consent is a very valid and common kink. Keyword being consensual. Look it up on how to safely do it if you’re actually interested.
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What's Your Opinion? Sign Up Now!I don't think you actually want to be raped. More like a domination fantasy. You have this controlled in your head.
Actually being raped is scary and it's without your consent and comfort. You don't know what is gonna happen next.
I know the definition of rape.
Hey, everyone has their kink. It's never something to be ashamed of. What's interesting to me is your kinks are not 'entry level' stuff, yet you haven't had a lot of sexual experience. Once you do, and you get a bit older... 😳 Look out...
Hahah
The piss part sounds nasty, but otherwise it's not uncommon kink for girls.
https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/MenAreTough
You sound a little submissive, just a little
My wife and I have a consensual non consent kink where she loves to be woke up being fucked, in any hole. She likes for me to cum in her mouth while she's asleep and she will sometimes just use me as a "pacifier" to sleep
A LOT of women love not having control... it's just some douche bag dudes ruin that shit for everyone else
Not wrong at all
My dear why this is so serious, there are people who get raped up their vaginas and bums they bleed , put in hospitals, some in up in mental health units
Yes I know
It's not wrong. Before you go through with it discuss the kinds of things you are both comfortable with and what is off limits. Establish a safe word or signal so you can stop for any reason, no questions asked.
Maybe ease into a bit - - - - - I just use one rope, used in such a way that if I release my pull for any reason, it falls complete away. Just a little safety fetish of mine.
If you and your partner both enjoy it you should, it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks!
That's actually a very common kink. I hear about it literally all the time.
It’s not wrong, it turns you on
See a psychiatrist. That's abnormal and disturbing.
B. Its weird to me, but its ok as long as you aren't actually getting raped.
I also think its related to what you shared a few days.
What?
The abuse you talked about.
As long as both people are into it, consent to it beforehand, it's fine. It's also smart to come up with a safe word beforehand.
Right and wrong is for you to decide
it's a common fetish
All good. Just create a safe word first (which means stop if whatever he is doing gets to be too much for you).
Your desire is not wrong
Have written and video proof that this is what you want done to you and exactly what way, what are the limits and the safeword/phrase. Then film it all.
For legal reasons.
Then he can give you what he wants.
Not what i would personally like however i don't find it weird for a woman to want this or some other kink. Everybody has their own kinks, and if she can't share/enjoy hers with me then what use am i to her.
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