I don't want to, but I'm afraid I have to... What do I do?
I got this crush after having known her for 18 months or so, but I knew from her Facebook profile that she was in a relationship, so I couldn't pursue her. This broke my teenage heart, as you can imagine.
I got through most of this on my own, but after more rejections, I would dig it up in my mind again. I've already told her about this, which she didn't care much for, but I think we're fine now.
As I was going to sleep one night, I reflected back on a moment when we were alone with each other in a classroom, applying a sexual fantasy to this moment. This caused difficulties for me later on, as evident by the title of this question.
I can't think of a solution to this. If I keep doing nothing, I will deteriorate further. But if I try to even kiss her - let alone touch her - she wouldn't let me and it would definitely break our friendship.
I am going to take therapy for this, but can I overcome this urge in any other way? Is it the old adage "get over [someone] by getting under someone new"?
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