Having doubts about my sexuality and trying to figure myself out. How did you know?
Luckily they are fine with it as long as I'm happy and safe.. but I'm still confused and trying to figure myself out.
I am still filled with doubts and questions
pansexual, bisexual, gay?
Did you just know?
Knew deep down but repressed?
Was it something you had to experiment with?
Did you have friends that just knew before you told them? Or would ask you?
I always check girls out and have kissed 2 before but i never felt romantically about them which is why it was always short lived.. like a week or two of dating and that's it.. lame I know, but I've never felt the urge to date before and be intimate in a relationship.
But recently with guys I've felt I wanted to spend more time with them and get to know them more which is kinda new.. is it because I can relate better or is it something more..
Thinking back.. When girls gave me compliments I didn't really feel much about it. I just said stuff like "thanks so much"
its nice to hear those things but I've noticed that if guys say nice things to me I feel kinda warm inside and I get shy from that..
I really do like their attention and them being nice to me.
And now lately I've been fantasizing about being in a relationship with a guy.. Maybe it could be nice to be good friends first and then get closer..
So far only my parents know and it felt nice to just say the words and get it out. But I'd like to be open to my whole family and move forward with my life, feels like I can't until I figure this out
With my luck my whole family probably already suspects anyway..
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