Most Helpful Guy
After the first couple years I thought every day about her and not one day went by we're I wasn't tortured that she wasn't here with me then the 5 year mark hit and I realized I could either let this go or I'm gonna be fucked for the rest of my life and now at 7 years I just don't know how to carry on any form of social interaction with any female and I only think of her and how much I miss her
Most Helpful Girl
My "first love" is somewhat hard to determine.. But I started to feel the beginning stages of love towards a gay friend of mine. I think about him from time to time, as we're somewhat close friends. I got some dinner and coffee with him yesterday and we caught up for a few hours actually. But I'd say that my first true and deep love is my current SO. I think about him all the time. There's so many small details in my life that'll trigger a memory or an inside joke between me and him. I think that even if we were to break up, that it'd still be the same. That I'd always think about him and he'd most likely always hold a special place in my heart. He's actually the one who's shown me what real love feels like.. As I wasn't really sure what it was prior to meeting him.
Nice question! :)