What is my sexuality? ( Asexual? demisexual? Gray-A? Other? )?
When I was 16, a guy proposed me and I said yes cause I thought I'd like him eventually but it did not turn out that way. He once tried to kiss me and I was so hesitant that I refused him and ran away for which he later apologized for anyways. That ended badly and I could could not come to love him physically as well as emotionally.
My third one was with a man when I was 18. He was a friend of my friend. He had a great confident personality which I was mesmerized with. We started talking. We can in a relationship, thanks to him being such a charming man.
I remember when we used to sext I did not feel aroused. I only did it cause it made him happy. He used to send me nudes and it took me by surprise each time. I could not bring myself to send him nudes but I did send him a racy picture reluctantly.
We went on a date. I wanted to know more about him but sadly all he was interested was getting his hands all over. I felt disgusted. He wanted to kiss I refused. He was really persistent about it. He wanted to do it in his car with me. I felt weird and couldn't be more awkward. Most girls would drool over him but I'd pass. Days later he dumped me and I was sad and I still can not figure out what had for this boy was love or not.
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